The snowball affect.

Staying motivated this week has been a challenge. You know how sometimes one thing throws you off and the rest snowballs until you are not even sure how it all started? Well, that has been my week. Work has been full of odd moments, and at home nothing seems to fall in place quite like I want. The next few weeks will be a challenge, and I am not looking forward to it, but as long as I take one thing at a time I know everything will get done.

Most of the time things never turn out as bad as you think they will. Hopefully that will be the case this time.

Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.

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Confused.

I am not sure if today was a good day, or a bad one. It started off with facebook showing me my most liked picture from 2015, it was one of the us that no longer is. Seeing it flashed me back to that day, and what a good one it was, the kind that makes you feel like everything will always be perfect and happiness is never-ending.

Work had a few odd moments scattered throughout the day. Some good and encouraging, while others left me questioning everything. Then right when I thought everything was smooth sailing for the rest of the evening, I got the dreaded text at 8pm that something needed to be taken care of at work, so back in I go. It was the last thing I wanted to do, and it turned out it never had to be done in the first place.

I guess there is some kind of reason for everything, but today was full of moments I could have done without. Now at the end of the day I am confused, slightly frustrated and tired. I am extremely thankful that days like this are far and few between.

Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.

Steps.

img_7073From Monday to Friday I was obsessed with one thing, my step count. I am not exaggerating when I say all I did was sleep, work, eat and walk. By the end of the week my apartment was disaster and my legs were sore, but my step count were amazing! My grand total for the work week was 101,272 steps. Not only did this earn me first place, but was also my personal best during a Workweek Hustle Challenge.

Although I do not think I will maintain this insane week step count moving forward, it was fun to prove to myself that I could do it. There are some weeks that you need to achieve something that seems out of reach. This was my unachievable thing and the success was so sweet.

Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.

An odd week.

This was an odd week, so full of ups and downs. I can honestly say I have no clue what side won. What I do know is that tomorrow morning I will sleep in and start to get the things done that were left behind this week. Hopefully next week will be better and full of nothing but happy moments and smooth days.

Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.

Non-stop.

So far this week has been non-stop. I knew I was walking into a few things that needed to be done, but I guess I underestimated the full extent of it. Although it is giving me little chance to ease back into things, busy days are keeping me moving so I miss my time off a little less. The truth is vacations are never long enough, but it is nice to go back to work and feel like a necessary part of the team.

Tomorrow will be another full day, and I am already counting down the days till the weekend. Why does there always seem to be so much to do and too little time?

Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.

Expectation.

The months this year have flown by. Maybe it is because I have so many projects going on that there is no time to watch the minutes pass by slowly. Sometimes it scares me that I forget what day it is. There are Tuesdays that I thought were Saturdays and Sundays that were Mondays. Once I wake up enough I realize my mistake and sometimes settle back into sleep, other times I am forced to be awake.

This short break in reality will hopeful serve not only to reset my motivation, but also my internal calendar. A week with few alarms and lots of adventurers is something I am very much looking forward to. Hopefully it will surpass all my expectations.

Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.

Less than 24 hours.

What an odd week of highs and lows. Words can not express how glad I am that there is only one more day of work left. Too many times to count this week I have reminded myself that how many days were left, and here I am less than 24 hours away from a week-long vacation. A week of no 5:30 alarm clock, no sitting in front of a computer all day and no being stuck inside while outside is so beautiful.

Next week will bring time with family and friends, at least a hike or two and lots of time hanging out in a hammock with my nose in a book or journal. Hopefully it will be just the thing I need to feel rested and ready to tackle whatever the rest of July holds.

Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.