On my way home for lunch I decided that I was going to curl up and read for a bit, but I guess at some point my body confused reading with taking a half hour nap, because that is exactly what I did. Lately it does not seem to matter how much sleep I get it is never enough. I feel like I am eating pretty well, and keeping my self busy. I could be more physically active during the week, but I am not completely sedentary, yet my body and mind can not seem to agree to function at the same level.
It is like something is missing or has been forgotten. I am sure this is just a phase. Like all things it will balance out and I will feel more like me again. Maybe a new month will bring the calm I need after the insanity that has been September. Or maybe I will be chasing after this mystery piece of me for a while. Only time will bring answers.
Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.