This weekend I am stuck inside teaching a lifeguard class. I am having a lot of fun, the class is made up of a great group of kids, but I wish I could simply do nothing for a little while. The week leading up to a lifeguard class always finds a way to blow up in my face. One way or another I end up ending a busy crazy week to walk into an exhausting weekend.
Sometimes I really wish I could stay in bed all day and pretend I have nothing to do, but no matter how I try it seems like there is always a list of things that needs to be done. Maybe someday the never ending list will be completed, but I would not hold my breath. When the weather is nice it is more difficult to allow myself lazy days. I feel guilty staying inside when the sun is shining and the sky is blue, but maybe next weekend I will find a way to have a bit of lazy time to let my mind reset its self.
Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.