This week has felt like a series of spontaneous emotional outbursts. I can think of a few reasons why, but none seem to make the whole picture. I am quickly learning that no matter how hard I try, all the emotions inside of me find a way out. Most of the time I do such a great job of keeping a brave face and pretending to be stronger than I actually feel. This week I failed. The truth is, everyday I do not feel stronger. Some days I feel so weak, but I like to think that the good days outweigh the bad.
Everyday I learn more about my weakness. Knowing your limitations and being able to push through them is a form of strength that I am becoming more and more familiar with. I know that I am stronger, but sometimes it is difficult to feel it. I need to remember to take things as they come and do my best to stop my own negativity before it gets started. Most of the time we are our own worst enemies.
Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.