For the past week or so I have had a hard time motivating myself to go to bed at a decent time. I make some kind of excuse to keep myself up. There was a time that I avoided going to bed because I was scared of what my dreams would be. Currently, I am not sure what is keeping me up. I wake up every morning with good dreams lingering, but for some reason it is way past my bedtime and I am still awake.

At some point in the future I am sure I will have the ah ha moment with some understanding of what I am avoiding, but then again, maybe not. Time will tell.

Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.