Every day is fresh and new. Although my day-to-day has balanced out for the most part, it is still nice to face a new days with nothing but possibilities. The pain is still in the background, but I able to keep it there instead of feeling it creep into everything I do.
Most days it is hard to get out of bed. This time of year the weather is perfect for sleeping, I wake up so warm and comfy usually with a cat or two next to me. My thoughts seem clearer before I put my feet on the ground. Emotions I struggled with the day before no longer feel so difficult after a good nights sleep.
I have always had extremely vivid dreams. I do not usually remember them, but I am always left with a sense of what happened. Lately the dreams have been comforting, I rarely wake up feeling worried, scared or anxious anymore. I am getting better at holding onto the good feelings and carrying them through the day more consistently. It is strange how balanced my life is starting to get, two months ago it never seemed possible.
Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.