Today is one of those days that the words are not there. I have been sitting staring at a blank screen for too long, so I decided that something had to be written. As the days go on I think parts of me are having a difficult time deciding how I feel and it is giving me restless nights and worrying day. I am doing my best to throw myself into happy things that are within my control. Plans with friends, work, and attempting to not let myself turn into a total mess.
Why is it when you try the hardest to forget something it is all you seem to think about. In this case, I am not sure it matters if I try or not, the truth is that the emotions and pain is there, but I refuse to let it the memories consume me.
Tomorrow will be a little bit easier and I will become a stronger me everyday.